Date: 11 May 1999 02:20:53 -0000
Message-ID: <19990511022053.22914.qmail@nym.alias.net>
From: Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net>
To: cheesy21@email.com
Subject: Hate for JonBenet's Mother
MIME-Version: 1.0

Patti,

You misunderstood me when I said I saw your forum. Seeing your 
forum doesn't mean I now frequent your forum. I am still not a 
reader. I did see a few interesting points. To be honest, it is 
not the easiest thing for me to know how to get around on that 
forum. I will only makes posts through you.

I think I will forward some of my hate mail to you tonight. I am 
also considering sending you a letter that I will not admit to 
writing. I do have possession of it. You can it like you want to. 

Now for the hate mail. I received this a few weeks ago. It can 
really hurt to get mails like this. I kept talking to this person 
for some time after several such explosions. I continued to show 
him kindness. In case you don't gather it, this letter is 
addressed to Patricia Ramsey, though he has changed the greeting 
somewhat... He was mad at me and had decided to say goodbye... 
Please do not post this unless I request you to. I am tempted to 
let you post it. Hold for now. Save this one:

Kiss my ass, you stupid cunt!

Goodbye you raving, child-killing maniac. You threaten me and
I'll come after you with the might of the entire Justice
Department of the United States of America. Your high-priced
incompetent, politically motivated attorneys won't be able to
assist you one iota. I know who the unshakably honest people in
government, criminal investigation and law enforcement are. You
damn fool! You won't be free to roam around without leg chains,
hand cuffs and prison garb much longer, you raving maniac. But
do make me one last promise with the intention of keeping it;
don't kill yourself (I know you'd like to). That would be the
final ultimate COWARDLY act, and one which would be right down
your alley. Appear for your arraignment. Don't jump bail, if
they grant it, and they might not. Don't flee the country (we
will find you, you sick chick). Don't confess. That would be too
uncowardly a gesture for you ever to perform. Attend the trial
faithfully. I want to see you squirm! I want to see your painful
expressions everyday. I want to see you finally own up to your
dreadful misdeed. I want to see you hang your head in shame
before the nation and the world. I want to watch you look those
honest, hardworking, decent child-nurturing, justice-loving
jurors in the eye (I know you can't). You don't ever look anyone
in the eye when you're spouting your lies and hate rhetoric. You
don't even keep your eyes open when you dishonestly "assert" in
a carefully rehearsed and circumscribed, televised "press
conference" to the nation, "I loved that child...with all my
heart and soul". Your damn, lying, deceitful eyes were closed
the whole time! Inability to look at your audience with your
eyes wide open is a classic sign of untruthfulness. Susan Smith
put on a more convincing performance than you did, and she had
no formal training or practical experience in journalism, drama,
acting or the like. Patricia Paugh, what a disgrace to the human
race you have always been. The entire nation knew you were being
untruthful from the very moment you opened your mouth. I want to
see you as emotionally uncomfortable as it is cosmically
possible for any human to be. Then I want to be there on behalf
of JonBenet Ramsey when the Jury says "guilty as charged" and
when each and every one of them says "Guilty" loudly and clearly
when polled, and I want to be there on behalf of JonBenet Ramsey
when the Judge pronounces sentence, and when your sorry butt
disappears behind prison walls never to see the light of day
again. I want to be there on behalf of JonBenet Ramsey, for the
sake of the beautiful little innocent and trusting girl child,
who trusted and was horribly and monstrously betrayed by the
very person whom she loved, admired and respected more than
anyone else in the world. I can't help you now. It's out of my
hands now. I did give you several opportunities to bring an
honorable end to this whole sorry mess, but your cowardice
prevailed. I want every last excruciating detail of your murder
of the innocent little girl paraded before every interested
observer throughout the entire Earth! I want every man, woman
and child to see what a cowardly, brutal, lying, undeserving
bitch you really are! Why didn't you get psychiatric help before
you got to the point where you were capable of and actually did
strangle your own innocent little flesh and blood! I'm going to
feel really good when the day comes that the lethal fluid is
injected into your veins and the civilized world (the one where
normal, even socio-economically disadvantaged, mothers don't
club their daughters, then sexually molest them and strangle
them to death with a crude, barbaric, archaic instrument from
the Dark Ages) is rid of your lying, deceiving, cowardly,
conniving, arrogant, misguided, dishonest, promise-breaking,
mealy-mouthed, pompous, conceited, reckless, irresponsible,
self-serving, selfish, delusional, schizophrenic, whimpering,
complaining, whining, disloyal, crazy, lunatic, disgraceful,
manipulative, scheming, shameful, despicable, monstrous
anti-contributions to society once and for all. And just think
what the Big Man will do when He gets His hands on you with your
vanquished, innocent little child's soul looking on. You are the
quintessential example of evolution gone awry. 

As for my depression, everybody in my town knows about it and is
supportive, and many people in my State know about it and are
supportive, the Veterans Administration of the United States (of
which I am a lifelong citizen and an honorably discharged
military veteran) knows about it and anybody in the world who
wants to know about it or talk about it, if doing so will be
helpful to them in any way, except YOU, is more than welcome to
know about it, you sorry-assed little puke! What did you ever do
for your country besides expect it to note the silver spoon in
your mouth and hand you the world on a silver platter?

As for the letters, I have told you several times by now that in
my view and in my power to render them so, they were
confidential, they are confidential, they will remain
confidential, until such time as (if ever it comes and I don't
care one way or another) you decide otherwise. Also, there has
never been any doubt in my mind and that of many others
regarding your identity; there is none now, and for you to
continue to deny your identity and to deny your complicity in
the murder of your daughter, and to deny that you authored the
ransom note, and to deny that you authored the "John Ramsey"
public letter, and for you to deny the myriad things which were
true, are true and will always be true, before God, is for you
to sink deeper and deeper into denial, to withdraw farther and
farther from salvation by beast, man or God. 

And, as for God, you have never believed in Him, you don't
believe in Him now, you didn't believe in Him when you were sick
with cancer or when you were fastening the noose around your
daughter's neck, or when you were tightening the garrote, or
when you were smashing her brains out, and you won't believe in
Him in the future until the very moment you are forced to stand
before Him, the supreme Judge, the final Arbiter, and He and
Jesus and JonBenet together pick you up and cast you in to the
fiery pit of eternal damnation. You are the biggest, most
obviously phoney person that I have ever had the distinct
displeasure to know even existed on the face of the Earth.
Finally, and I think this is what precipitated this whole sad,
tragic affair, in addition to being one of the sorriest if not
the most sorry excuse/s for a human being to every draw a breath
on this planet, you are the most quintessentially genuine COWARD
ever to born to humankind. MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL--I
honestly don't think he will. There is a special place in HELL
for mothers who murder their own children in cold blood. 

Victory!  J.F.J.R.  (Justice for JonBenet Ramsey)